Here We Go Again
Not going to lie, I feel like this is the time of year when my blog posts just kind of slow down. Also going to say, the job situation seems to be going around in circles right now. I’m looking for something that might end up permanent at this point and we’re all going to hope that this is going to work out because I’m at my limit.
Part of me is cursing myself for leaving the job where I had a bit of security but was being… Well it wasn’t a good environment. And the other one… I don’t think I really would have ended up loving it so it was good that things happened. But right now, I’m just hoping something gives. I want to be able to go on vacation this summer. I haven’t been on a real trip in a long time and I’d like to just go somewhere and not worry about life.
Honestly, I just want a job that I can take care of myself in and not have to worry about life. I want to know that my bills will be paid and I don’t have to worry about being able to have my own place and take care of myself. It’s starting to look like that won’t ever be a reality at this point just because it’s so hard to get an interview. And when I finally do get one, there seems to always be a more qualified candidate than me. Like it really sucks.
I’m starting to wonder why I went to college in the first place? You’re told go to college, get a degree, and you’ll get a better paying job. It’s just not true. They expect you to come out with 20 years experience and then want to pay you less than what you’re worth because they don’t want to pay you for all the extra things you’re doing for them. Right now, I’m truly at a loss. I just want something permanent.
Sorry, to bring FriYay down, y’all, but it’s just how I am today.
I hope y’all have an amazing weekend!